MY NOVEL ( 내 소설 ) - nae soseol -

Publish :

1) Peach - 6 feb 2015 

2) Friday - 19 feb 2015 

3) You and I - 7 mac 2015

4) Request - 11 mac 2015 
5) Still I Miss You - 15 apr 2015

 

Publish : (15/4/2015)

Tears won’t come – I thought I’d be okay
So I came to this street for the first time in a while
But I guess it was a mistake

Goodbye – your cold
Goodbye – voice
Is still in the wind that passes by me

I wonder where you are and how you’re doing
Are you at the place where my longing touches?
Maybe, maybe are you longing for me with the same hopes?
It’s so hard for me without you, everything is hard
In each moment I breathe, thoughts of you torture me
I try and I try but

Your traces come back to life and I’m afraid

Like that awkward day when we first held hands
My days spent alone still feel awkward

Goodbye – your cold
Goodbye – voice
Still lingers in this street as I walk on it

I wonder where you are and how you’re doing

Are you at the place where my longing touches?
Maybe, maybe are you longing for me with the same hopes?
It’s so hard for me without you, everything is hard
In each moment I breathe, thoughts of you torture me
I try and I try but
Your traces come back to life and I’m afraid

Late regrets, pointless hopes
But still, my heart wants to find you again

I miss you, I’m sorry
I regret being not good enough for you
To you, to you
I want to take courage and tell you those things

But where are you?

Where, where are you?
Are you at the place where my longing touches?

publish : (11/3/2015)

 

Request

You tell me she confessed to you, asking for my congratulations
With a happy smile I saw for the first time
Chanting excitedly that it was a difficult start and that it will last forever

Even so, even if you’re another girl's guy, I still like you
Even if I can’t have you, even if we can never be, it’s alright
I’ll be love, I believe

A selfish greed and a clinging obsession
I shout for this damn love, sadly, sadly, I want you
I am always looking at you anxiously
But now you are forbidden
Sadly, sadly, I want you


If only I took courage like a man, would we have been different?
I thought you would realize if I protected you by your side without a word but I was a fool

Even so, even though I’m a fool, my heart is hot with passion
Even if I can’t tell you, even if I lost my chance, it’s alright
I’ll be love, I believe

A selfish greed and a clinging obsession
I shout for this damn love, sadly, sadly, I want you
I am always looking at you anxiously
But now you are forbidden
Sadly, sadly, I want you

The atmosphere that leads you (all my passion)
It will be hard to escape (future-oriented world)
It may all look the same but I am different
I am the innovation like a mirage

My heart won’t stop, I want to go as I am led
Although I’m not the one, although I shouldn’t
But I have my heart that only knows you, the times we spent together
I’m revealing this damn love and I sadly, sadly, call out

A selfish greed
I hate myself for being like this
A clinging obsession
I really hate it
I shout for this damn love
Crazily, sadly, sadly, I want you

publish : (7/3/2015)

You And I

The whispered secrets as I look at the clock
The sincere story in my heart
It's okay if I am hurt
The more I am pushed, the better
Please call out my name

I'm afraid my heart will be revealed in between my hands
My heart is overwhelmed, it's sad
Please wait a bit more and wait for me
You and I, we can't be right now
I want to push on the clock even more but
In the future, which you will be in
Please call out my name

The times that I first peeped at
You and I, we were together
I like you, who plays with me
If I ask you, you like me too
What is my name ?

In a blink of an eye, I'll be an adult
I hope you recognize me, I hope you remember me
Yes that strange child
I really like your image that shines in between my hands
You and I, there's only a little bit left

I turn it with my fingertips - hey clock hand, please run
Turn a little bit faster
I tightly close my two eyes and cast a spell
I don't know when or what time
But in the future, which you will be in -
By any chance, if I get lost and wander,
So that I can recognize you,
Please call out my name 

publish : (19/2/2015)

 

Friday

He’s probably busy on Monday
Tuesday seems too soon, don’t you think?
Wednesday feels kind of awkward
I don’t like Thursday for some reason

This Friday
How is this Friday?

It’s too hard to wait till the weekend
Time, please go faster, I want to rush the clock (mind control)

Each minute, each second is so sweet
What is this man?
I can’t help but to fall in love
All day, my heart rides on that clock hand
Getting closer to you with each tick

This Friday
How is this Friday?

Although there isn’t a movie I really want to see
Although there isn’t anything I really want to eat

It’s too hard to wait till the weekend
Time, please go faster, I want to rush the clock (mind control)

Each minute, each second is so sweet

What is this man?
I can’t help but to fall in love
All day, my heart rides on that clock hand
Getting closer to you with each tick

It feels like something’s come over me

publish : (6/2/2015)

Peach 

My eyes keep going to that white face
Why don’t I even get sick of you?
When you slightly smile at me, I really go crazy
How can you be so pretty baby?

How can I explain this feeling? 

When I see you, my heart becomes numb and sore

Oh, with what word can I explain you?
All the words of the world is probably not enough

With those legs that are so pretty by just standing still
You walk toward me and you hug me

You know he’s so beautiful
Maybe you will never know
I want to hide you in my embrace

I’m not saying this out of a young heart
But I really want to marry you

Oh, with what word can I explain you?
All the words of the world is probably not enough

With those legs that are so pretty by just standing still
You walk toward me and you hug me

Telling you multiple times is not enough
With this tickling voice
that only knows you
I will sing for you

My heart keeps going to you
I’m really going crazy